He knows that he could be a better self if he could at last consolidate his identities in the world.
He knows that he could be a better self if he could share what he knows and what he’s uncovered. In life and other things.
He knows that he could be a better self if he could pursue without thought or care of concealing his ambition.
He knows that he could be a better self if he were to play, laugh, live, enjoy and love.
For all the how’s he knows that at least, he could and should be a better self.